Square one

Square one,

I lost my job this morning, so not such a good work week turned into a horrific weekend. Frankly I don't know what I am going to do, I hate to say that I am seriously thinking stripping may be something I have to think about. At least there I knew that I would get paid, I can sell the idea of sex better then anyone I know.

But for now I have done the math. The money I got for my paycheck is just enough to cover the rest of this months bills, with 43 dollars leftover. I keep saying that if I keep my head above water I will be ok. Well I am trying. And I don't know how this is gonna work out. The divorce is final, my alimony is gone in September, and I don't know when my child support is going to start.. But it won't be coming to me. The state takes it. I honestly don't know what todo.

Chances are... I can live till September but I might starve. And I may be living on the street as of September 1st.

I am more then a lot freaked out.