?????

I'm losing it, my brain... Everyone should prepare for complete breakdown. Just Saying

I need to get a grip on my life. A serous grip.

I want my life back, not that Jason reads this but baby I want my simple loving life back. Where a man could just love me.... Or fake it affectively. He was good at the fake love.

At this point all I have learned is that great kinky sex is only good enough when you feel like your good enough.

Fuck

I just want love, I wanna be loved goddamn it. And I'm not gonna find that here.