This gonna hurt, this is gonna hurt like hell, this is gonna damn near kill me. I know that this truth ain't easy, I guess that your scared of saying it's over. Cuz I don't wanna hear, baby believe me. I knew you were leaving, I gave you a really great reason. I guess love runs, I'll have to hide. This time it gonna turn away, I really tried to fight. I'm right here, I guess your going anyway. Love was tough, you gave up, you gave up on us. So take your love and run.

I Laid it on the line, the letter took all night. I thought it would make us stronger. It might just make forever longer. I know that the easy way out was to walk away. But our love was real, I really wanna save us. Baby we coulda done it, we could have got through it. But take your love and run, but you'll have to hide, because you can turn away but I'll stand here and fight. I'm gonna stay here, and I'm not going anywhere. Our love was tough, but not enough. No not for us. Take your love and run. Baby your love better run.

I wish you would come over here, and lay down in my arms, and tell me everything that's on your mind. I wouldn't run, I'm not going to hide. I'm not turning away, I'm wish I could make this right. Honey I'm right here. I'm not going anywhere. My love is tough but not enough. Yep not for us. Your taking your love and you'll run.

Baby it better run.

Baby it better run.

Cuz I'll chase it. Even if it's so far that I'll never catch up.

A "I'm sorry" letter

It seems like lately, we been fighting more an' more.
Hell half the time I don't remember what we were fighting for.
So here it goes
From a woman with her heart in her hand and just one wish:
I know life and love isn't meant to be easy, but maybe we can make it easier than this.
If I quit pushing and you quit pulling,
And we stop always turning nothing into something. (And I do mean me)
If we quit saying things that always leave a mark,
I don't think love has to be so hard.

Now I know sometimes, my eyes look right through you, and it looks like I don't see all the love and support you give me.
When you're mad, there ain't nobody better, at making me feel like you just don't care.
All I want is for our love to be the way it was when we first met, and we couldn't get enough of each other. When there wasn't anything we couldn't get though. I know it isn't going be easy, but I'm just saying it think we can make it easier than this.

I just don't think we should give up yet, I mean I still love you as much as ever. I know because the minute you said we are done. My heart got this huge hole in it. Jake I'm serous. Like sick to my stomach, can't breath, what am I going to do? Who am I going to talk to when my world gets hard. How will I ever get the boys to sleep?
yes I am leaving the sexual stuff out. Because as I said earlier that part was never a problem. You know how I love it, you rock my world. And you kiss me and the world stops turning.

I'm just saying let's not do this. This is the last time I'll bring it up. This is my attempt of being rational about all of this. As I said sorry doesn't make a damn bit of difference on the situation. I was wrong. I know that. it doesn't matter what I think you did to deserve it. It was not the way you treat the man that you love. But I do love you. I want to be by your side for as long as you'll have me. And I would really like that to be far enough in the future that we don't see it.

Ok I'm done.
I love you Jake
With my endless love,
Halee