A "I'm sorry" letter

It seems like lately, we been fighting more an' more.
Hell half the time I don't remember what we were fighting for.
So here it goes
From a woman with her heart in her hand and just one wish:
I know life and love isn't meant to be easy, but maybe we can make it easier than this.
If I quit pushing and you quit pulling,
And we stop always turning nothing into something. (And I do mean me)
If we quit saying things that always leave a mark,
I don't think love has to be so hard.

Now I know sometimes, my eyes look right through you, and it looks like I don't see all the love and support you give me.
When you're mad, there ain't nobody better, at making me feel like you just don't care.
All I want is for our love to be the way it was when we first met, and we couldn't get enough of each other. When there wasn't anything we couldn't get though. I know it isn't going be easy, but I'm just saying it think we can make it easier than this.

I just don't think we should give up yet, I mean I still love you as much as ever. I know because the minute you said we are done. My heart got this huge hole in it. Jake I'm serous. Like sick to my stomach, can't breath, what am I going to do? Who am I going to talk to when my world gets hard. How will I ever get the boys to sleep?
yes I am leaving the sexual stuff out. Because as I said earlier that part was never a problem. You know how I love it, you rock my world. And you kiss me and the world stops turning.

I'm just saying let's not do this. This is the last time I'll bring it up. This is my attempt of being rational about all of this. As I said sorry doesn't make a damn bit of difference on the situation. I was wrong. I know that. it doesn't matter what I think you did to deserve it. It was not the way you treat the man that you love. But I do love you. I want to be by your side for as long as you'll have me. And I would really like that to be far enough in the future that we don't see it.

Ok I'm done.
I love you Jake
With my endless love,
Halee