Staring

Staring at a text message, where you know he know what your saying but still doesn't want to hear it.

Not that it matters anyway, whether he wants to hear it or not, it's there.

There are times when I wonder if I am in the right place.

They say I rush things. And yeah I know I do. But my head has always been that way.

It occurs to me that that's just not the ways it's done.

Slow... Well it's a novel concept. One I am trying to try.

I don't know how it's going but I don't think that it is a complete fail yet.

There is a guy, he is amazing, he is different than anyone I have ever ..... Well not dated cuz we are not dating, but seeing I think I have been authorized to call it that. So the most amazing man I have ever "seen" he is very.... Wonderful,

He sings, and changes words in songs for me which I may have read too much into. But hey maybe I didn't.

He lets me sit in the middle of his truck he puts his arm around me. We drive around singing every country song ever made.

He just takes my breath away.

But anyway... This was not the blog I was writing tonight. It was one I hadn't finished. So now it's finished,

I don't know where it's going but I am sure I am gonna be ok with it working, or god forbid it not.