A new ride

So today was interesting to say the least. I mean I am most definitely on the road to better things. I have a great job with great opportunities.

I have an apartment, that's right a place that is mine! I don't have share with anyone with my babies. I love them so much and it makes me feel good that I can take care of them.

I look at where I was two months ago. My husband said it was over, and not the kinda over that meant we would make up in a day or two. It was really over. I was going to have to move out, and support myself. Get my own place to live. I was petrified!

How was I going to go from house wife no matter how horrible? How was I going to just take my babies to a daycare an miss so much of their lives. I don't even know if I remember how to work. God know I was never good at it.

Yet here I am a great job, an apartment, a car that is paid for, and more shoes then you could ever want.

I am not sure how all of this happened. I know I worked hard at it.. Tons of applications, tons of resumes. A few classes. Just a lot of work. However it paid off.

I sign the lease for our new place in the morning. A two bedroom one bath apartment with a cute kitchen. No dishwasher but I think I'll live. And if I can't my boss who rocks will give me her old one.

My bed will always be cold, since my romantic imaginary friend disappeared. Which sucks I'm totally gonna miss how he kisses. I really loved how he enjoyed it. Oh well

I am really grateful to my neighbor who let us live in his house. But I super excited to not live next door to Jason. I really hate having to look at him, just hanging out going throughout his day without any sign of hurt.

So it will be nice to get out of view.

So I am moving on, out on my own. Even though I am terrified.
Then again when I was little and I first went on the zipper, I was terrified, then I went the second time it wasn't so bad. And then I loved it and It became my favorite ride.

So point being, I may be alone, I may be in a place I have never been. I may be scared, but who knows this may be my new favorite ride!