Him

Him

Tell you a story, I found a man, he is tall with broad shoulders, hands that move around my body kinda like is trying to memorizing it.

He is honest, and real and isn't afraid to tell it like it is. He drives me crazy, when he isn't around I wish he was. When he is around I feel safe, however... I am not sure he wants to be that close to me.

So I wait for him to figure out if we are something, or just friends. Just friends is pretty much a impossible thing. I can't be friends that would kill me to much, how can you be friends with a guy you want so badly to be yours.

So now I have to let go and let what is going to happen happen.

I have a life that I am building, but there is nothing easy about any of this. I wish I could just close my eyes and take a break. Just a little one. There is so much going on, and I just want to slow down. Chill out. And preferably in his arms. But like I said I don't know if that is an option. But I prey he will say yes. Yes i want to be more then friends I want to find out where this is going. Where it might go, but he may not

And I want to know now..
But pick me isn't a statement I want to say because I am petrified of the answer.