Who I am

Today I got told that I am not as good as someone else. So I'm not saying I am... Cuz I'm not... Everyone is someone everyone is different, everyone has their own struggles that makes them who they are.

I am someone because...

I grew up in a home, well several homes. Enough said.

I got married young, I have had a string of very bad relationships mixed in I have had a few very good ones.

I have been loved completely, I have been hated.

I have good friends I have flakey friends i have friends that drift in and out of my life at their will.

I married a man.... Went though a deployment, made very poor decisions. Somehow got through it with my marriage intact.

I have had babies, I worked very hard to bring both of them into this world safely.

I got divorced, I was told i was not what he needed to make him happy in our marriage. That I wasn't someone he could continue to have in his life.

I then became a single mom. Which Is hard. I have my kiddos 50/50 with my ex husband of whom I hold in a very high regard. He is a good man. He has been nothing but nice and helpful and supportive of my struggle to support my children and myself.

This doesn't make me better or worse then anyone else. This makes me have a different view of life.

It makes me hold my head in a different way. It makes me walk in a different way. I dress professionally, not because I am... But because I want to be.

I am me.... I guess that is what I am saying... I am me.